So I have not disappeared completely my kittens.
There has been much going on and much of it was in my own head. Not that all the personal stuff is dealt with I have come to the realization that several things were holding me back. There was a fear of being noticed and ridiculed, there was a fear of my writing not being good enough for online consumption, and even as silly as my not being good looking enough. That’s right, I believed you all could see me and judge me. Luckily I have snapped myself out of this but with the help of the procrastination fairy I have been doing many other things and now have much to do still.
I have also applied for more jobs because who doesn’t want to work 24 hours a day doing what they love? This gal has decided that’s what she wants!
The reasons I hesitated, the reasons I was afraid, I cannot let them hold me back forever. No matter how scary…. Here we go!